Grammy-winning American singer-songwriter Billie Eilish has recently revealed something very personal about herself.

Known to be a person, who is very outspoken on a lot of things in her life, she has now opened up on her relationship with watching porn since an early age and how it ended up impacting her entire life.

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The 'Bad Guy' singer admitted recently that she was just 11-years-old when she first watched porn and it completely influenced her view on *** as a whole.

Speaking on a radio show just recently, Billie says that she used to watch so much of 'abusive' porn that it actually ended up giving her nightmares and even sleep paralysis.

"As a woman, I think porn is a disgrace. I used to watch a lot of porn, to be honest. I started watching porn when I was like 11. I think it really destroyed my brain and I feel incredibly devastated that I was exposed to so much porn. I think I had this sleep paralysis and these, like, almost night terrors/nightmares because of it," said Billie.

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The 19-year-old also revealed how there came a point when she could watch nothing other than 'abusive BDSM'.

"I think that's how they started because I would just watch abusive BDSM and that's what I thought was attractive and it got to a point where I couldn't watch anything else, like, unless it was violent I didn't think it was attractive."

This also ended up impacting her *** life as well, and there were many factors that created a bad experience for her later.

"I was a virgin, I'd never done anything and so it led to problems where, ya know, the first few times I had ***, I was not saying no to things that were not good. It was because I thought that’s what I was supposed to be attracted to. I’m so angry that porn is so loved, and I’m so angry at myself for thinking that it was OK," she said.

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Billie also spoke on how porn sets some really unrealistic standards for people.

"The way that vaginas look in porn is f*****g crazy. No vaginas look like that. Women’s bodies don’t look like that. We don’t come like that." said Billie.

Lately, a lot of celebrities including Will Smith have come out in revealing things about themselves that may end up sounding nasty to people.

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However, we surely think it is a mark of courage and we laud them for it.

More power to you, Billie! 

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