When your character has always been the good guy no matter what (even when you have to execute people who literally murdered you), finding out that you have to kill that one person you love has to be a hard and emotional thing. 

Poor Kit Harington was so distraught, so much in disbelief when he learned that Jon Snow is the one who'll have to stop the 'mad queen' who is also his aunt and the person he loves. (He's also a Targaryen - not that it mattered - so incest is okay I guess)

A new documentary called 'The Last Watch' which basically shows what was happening behind-the-scenes while the filming and production of Season 8 of 'Game of Thrones' was taking place is out. It shows all the actors preparing and shooting for the final season, and learning the ending and their character's fate. 

The documentary also shows the table read for the final episode and well, Kit's real reaction to finding out Jon kills Dany and well, as expected, it's the same as our reaction to that scene. He's so emotional, almost crying, that people are calling it better than the actual final scene. 

Look at it yourself. Poor Kit is having a proper existential crisis.

And, compare to the episode.

The best part is Emilia Clarke's reaction. How are her eyebrows like that?

I mean, people aren't exaggerating that much. Kit looks like he went through so many emotions in just a few seconds.

Obviously Sophie knew.

The stages of Jon finding out he was the one to kill Dany.

Note: Kit Harington did not read his script ahead of time, so this is him finding out for real. Sophie Turner obviously did, because LOOK AT THAT KNOWING SMIRK. Sansa knows what's up. pic.twitter.com/sVjKUi9Ye6

— Alex Bruce-Smith (@alexbrucesmith) May 27, 2019

I know, right?

Watching Kit Harrington learn that Jon Snow is going to kill Dany is actually more emotional than watching Jon kill Dany pic.twitter.com/eWGoFDljP8

— Laura Hudson (@laura_hudson) May 27, 2019

The best series of images to ever exist.

Kit Harrington's reaction to finding out that Jon kills Daenerys is everything #TheLastWatch pic.twitter.com/LuAEBaWj4t

— Shar (@99thprecincts) May 27, 2019

This was us watching season 8 as well.

game of thrones season 8 moodboard pic.twitter.com/5vTpg0lxCt

— patricia (@heartfiIiaz) May 27, 2019

People are getting emotional.

kit's reaction to finding out that jon kills daenerys literally has me in tears stop this immediately #thelastwatch pic.twitter.com/Yk82CNn9eG

— Ù (@emiliacIarked) May 27, 2019

Very emotional.

Seeing Kit Harrington's reaction to his final scene was heartbreaking #GameofThrones

— Nerd Soup Aaron (@nerdsoupmonkey) May 27, 2019

Just look at him!

First and last table read. Goes to show how the series went downhill. #EmiliaClarke #KitHarington pic.twitter.com/PDjy2A3hai

— Irina Meller (@IrinaRatcu) May 27, 2019