Sushant Singh Rajput’s sister, Shweta Singh Kriti is in pain and she is trying to share her grief with all his fans through his memories. After the tragic demise of Sushant, we saw how fans are affected and are asking for justice to be served to the man they adored and admired. 

Like the shadow
I am
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I am not...
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People who haven’t met the star personally are in deep pain so you can’t really gauge the pain of his family members, friends, and the ones he met. When you lose a loved one from your family, it’s hard to even come to terms with the loss. Shweta has poured her heart out and also shared her conversation with him from the 10th of June, just four days from his demise. 

The chat shows Sushant telling Shweta, ‘Bohat mann karta he di (I really feel like...)’ and to which she responded, ‘To aa jao na Baby...come for a month. Just chill here. Achha lagega tumhe...I won’t tell my friends that ur here...so koi botheration and milna jhulna bhi nahi karna hoga’. She wanted him to come to the US to spend time there and go for long walks and enjoy hiking.

She went down the memory lane and shared how her parents prayed for Sushant’s birth as they lost one son and wanted one more son. She wrote, “I am experiencing bouts of pain. Right when I think I am coping with it better, some or the other incidence rushes right back into my memory and breaks me apart. One such memory I am sharing with you all... because it is said that the more you share your grief, the less it hurts.”

She added, “I have always been told by my family members that Mom and Dad wanted a son, more so because Mumma’s first child was a son and she had lost him at the tender age of one and a half. I never got to meet my first sibling. But mom and dad were very hopeful for a second son.... they made a sankalp (mannat) and started praying to Maa Bhagwati for straight 2 years. They fasted, they meditated, they did puja, hawan and went to spiritual places and met spiritual people. But then I was born, on a Diwali day... Mumma considered me very lucky and often called me Lakshmi Ji. They continued with their Sadhna, and a year later my little brother was born. Right from the beginning, he was a charmer, he mesmerized everyone with his beautiful smile and twinkling eyes.”

She went to share how protective she was of her younger brother Sushant and felt responsible for his safety. She also shared a memory from the past albums when the two used to go to school together. 

She wrote, “when we started going to school, we had to go to different classes. Bhai’s Nursery and my prep classes were in the same building so we managed our 1st year of school pretty well. But then my UKG class was in a different building and his prep classroom remained in the same building, so we got separated. One day after lunch break was over I saw Bhai in my classroom, in my building. We were just 4/5-year-olds then.”

She continued, “I was completely shocked and as well as happy to see him and asked him how he got there because his building was at-least half a kilometer away. He told me that he was feeling alone and anxious and wanted to be with me. I pondered for while thinking how adventurous and courageous he was to escape his building with a watchman and then walking half a kilometer and entering my building right under a watchman’s nose and finally finding my class and me. I found his explanation of running away from his building pretty viable as I knew that feeling, When I was dropped off at the school for the first time, I kept crying and asking Dad not to leave me, “Please don’t leave me here alone” that feeling... initial anxiety be separated from family members and be somewhere where you don’t know anybody. And as a 5-year-old protective big sister, I assured him that he can be with me. First, I tried to hide him in between me and my friend, but somehow my class-teacher noticed him while taking attendance. I was myself a little scared, but to protect my little brother, I stood up and told her that he is not feeling well and asked if he could stay with us until dismissal. To my amazement, the teacher agreed and we were so happy, but little after 2 periods as the social norm will have it, he was sent back to his building but by that time we have had so much fun that all of his anxiety was gone.”

She also opened up on how he hugged her tight during the ‘vidaai’ as she was going to the USA. Then, she went to share how the two got busy with their own lives.

“Both of us got too busy with our lives. Bhai got into Bollywood and kept making us all proud of his accomplishments but I remained protective about him. I would often ask him to come and visit me in the US so that we can relive our childhood once again away from all the noise. I only wish I could have protected him from everything...I still wish I will wake up to see my Bhai... just right next to me and will realize this whole episode was just a nightmare and nothing more. #BhaikikahaniBehankizabani #Downthememorylane #LuvuBhai,” she ended her note.

While reading her note, we had goosebumps and can’t even gauge the pain she is in after losing the brother who came into the world as the result of a lot of prayers to the almighty.

Sushant, you the brightest star, rest in peace, and keep guiding your family, friends, and fans to cope up with the loss.

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